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Scared

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God, god, oh god, I am so scared.
So so scared, to do what I yearn to do.

Scared, scared, oh so freaking scared,
to do what I need to do to live,
truly live – not just survive.

I am so shaking nervous
to let go of the tiny bird in my hand,
although I know holding on to it
won't do me nor it any good.

So, so, so afraid to fail
when hunting for the two in the bush,
ever evasive birds of peace of mind and freedom.


But I'll need both their wings
to finally fly.
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Zevais's avatar
demons, all of you, i am no longer afraid.
i am longer afraid, to give up what i've yearned for.

numb, desensitized, just so very numb,
even to everything hastening my death,
can it really be - i don't want to live any longer.

i am standing here so patiently
tightly gripping the beast in my chest,
i cannot feel it in my hands
but it feels like i am doing something.

i have lost the will to win
when i cannot lose the two between heaven and earth,
the ever-present dragons of chaos and order.

but i don't need either one of their talons
since i've already fallen.